Being heartbroken is so unfair

Why do I miss you so much,
When you don't even care about me?
How can I think of you so much,
When I'm the girl you can't even see?

Why can't I move on from you,
How come I can't love anyone else,
When I already know you don't love me?

Why do I sit around and wait for things to change,
When I already know I can't change you?
Why can't I just go on and accept it?
Why do I wait around ?

It's never going to happen,
But I still just can't go on,


I hate this horrible feeling I have,
I just can't understand why,
What did I ever do?

I tried to be good to you,
I always tried to show that I cared.
At first we seemed so happy,
I remember all the amazing times we shared.

I just wish this would all end,
So I wouldn't be stuck on you forever.
But every time I start fading away from you,
I start thinking about you more than ever.


And what confuses me the most,
How our feelings are none the same.
I've waited for so long,
But you just never came.

How can we feel so different?
Being this heartbroken is so unfair.

I don't know what to do anymore,
To make you change your mind.
There's just no convincing you,

So maybe I'm not perfect,
Not being pretty enough isn't a crime.
But maybe I can be a great person,
Just you could not understand.

I want this more than anything in the world,
You have no idea how hard I've tried.
To just try to get you to notice my presence,
But you caused all these tears I've cried.

So, is it time to just give up,
Or will I ever have my chance?
Should I look for second best,
You need to give me answers,
I'm so lost without a clue.
May God guide me towards best.


*If anyone out there actually read all of this, sorry for wasting your time.